getting better at this thing called life.
the answers are coming quicker now.
it no longer takes months to find the cause to an emotional breakdown,
the cog in the works.
a mere couple of hours will suffice.
it's simple really.
you do it to yourself.

i've never had so much invested in a piece of art before.
and this isn't about constructive criticism.
i am over that.
dish it out.
hit me.
but this massive brain block...this disjointed tempo changing kooked out 3 year old ditty is a direct look inside my head,
it doesn't quite make sense
the puzzle pieces are oddly shaped.

and this is why it must be done.
"closure" i hate the word. as i hate hell
but oh if it could be finished.
the weight that would lift, letting that dove into the world

i thought it was a bird but it was just a paper bag.....