this is a difficult time for lml. so here you are. you've been crapped out of school into the world as an adult. is that what i should be calling myself now? i no longer have to study for exams, and have passed the legal drinking age. with all the pressure gone, i realize all that is left is the enormous amount of pressure to succeed, and not die in the street from hobos kicking me to death for all those quarters i've been hoarding. these days i wake up in the morning, late of course, and find myself zombie-ing through most of the day and/or eating myself senseless. at this point a job is impossible. should i take another shit job or should i bust my balls to find one in a related field to my major? i mean really,i'm not gonna be here that much longer, does it really matter? how does one prepare their resume for "fuck, i don't know." and all these fancy gadgets i've aquired for myself the past few weeks, i can't even bring myself to hook them up. i feel i don't deserve it or something. but i do deserve it because i fucking kick ass. right this second i'm so aggravated i think i'll just got to sleep. at least i got to watch back to the future just now. only cost 3 bucks to be all mine. damn i'm good.